I know how that goes. I have offended people in my life and been very hurt by their reaction. Im a very gentle loving person and have never really hurt anyone on purpose. The last month or so i have been weeding people out of my life who have not been the best for me. No one here IRL. I decided that i will have people in my life who can love me. When there is love and trust then things can be worked out. If they cant then it wasnt a good relationship. I have been struggling with this. Im such a loving person but I have learned. Hope this helps it makes no sense to me as i read it but heck its written from the heart.
steph