<font color="red"> </font> I think it is true, that some people who come from families that are not real demonstrative about their feelings, just don't feel comfortable with expressions of love or affection. However, if you are severly depressed, angry or your emotions are out of whack, you just may not be able to express love for ANYTHING for any reason AT THIS TIME. I don't think there is anything more wrong with you, than there is with anyone who is going through emotional issues. I am so sorry to hear of your Grandmother's passing, but BELIEVE that she KNOWS how much you love her. All is well with her, you have to believe that, because that is reality. Much love to YOU! ~Holly~