Didn't know where to put this, so it be here.

Not sure if anyone wants to know or is interested but I think some of you know I have not been quite my self of late.

I'm feeling very restless, trying to make changes, I'm sick of always being the bottom of the pile, under appreciated, unloved, invisible. These are all feelings from the past but they echo through out my life and I'm trying to find the strength to change it. Difficult to change things when you feel you have to carry a sword in order to achieve anything at all.

I love Psych Central very much, it's where I grew up but I feel, even here, I'm not appreciated or valued. There have been a few things of late that have truly shown me that I have no voice, or I'm just shouting into the wind. I don't mean to offend anyone, I know I have some really good friends here. You will always be close to my heart.

The reason I'm saying all this is I'd like you all to understand, that I have decided to not be here all day and half the night anymore! Why do I do that, because I want to but also I feel it's a duty to repay for letting me grow up here. But, anyhow, I've decided that I don't HAVE to do that. I can have a life else where, spread my wings a little. Someone somewhere will appreciate that surely.

Thank you for listening to me ramble, I wish all the best to all of you!