(((((all you guys)))))

You made me feel very loved when I was hurt, and I appreciate it a lot. I just have a hard time talking to anyone, about what I remember, in real life. I have such low self-esteem.

Roz: Thank-you for the hugs and comments. I felt very much that you cared.

reddevil: I know, kids can be great sometimes, and at other times they just.... thank-you very much.

Minime: I hope that maybe those kids felt bad, but I bet they don't even remember it. It's so hard to talk to myself the way I talk to others. I always start with "Why can't I be more normal..." or "What do I matter...". It's a bad habit, I think. Thank-you.

pachyderm: I feel somewhat, relieved, to know you've had similar experiences. Your views are highly appreciated. I understand what you mean, about being the down one is so scary the others. Thank-you.