i don't know or particularly care if linearality is a word but i hope you can decypher what i mean.
i seriously need live to take off, i feel like im going mad.
ive quit my job, and im drunk driving in an attempt to form some kind of change or chaos in my life, im getting urges to hospitalize myself (altho with no specific idea how, just to bed in the building incapacitated) i can't take how things aren't moving, and i know its unreasonable to expect an immediate change from only my actions but i do wish people would pick up the pace sometimes
i want to wake to up change