I need a sign... somewhere, somehow, someone... please, please give me one... I want to hope again... I just don't think that I ever will. Almost every night, I watch the blood slowly drip from my pale skin... It's been hurting so much, for so long... I'm not sure this life was meant to be lived by me.

So is this world better off without me?

I think it would be... I want to find out tonight...