Whooopse!!! Sorry all.....
((((((((((((((((((((((Earthmama, Pseudo, Lyn)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

i am alright. did have tears and switching.... and more exam than i wanted since they talked me into the full annual.... but i lived. i had a lot of help from you all.... and also by chance a former co-worker was already there too, so we talked each other through it.
thanks everyone.
2 more drs tomorrow....*colapses in to chair*