Ive been in a wonderful relationship with a guy for about half a year and hes amazing...but my mind rattles with confusion when i fall into this pit of mania, or depression. I fell angry and irritated at myself, and i know that he would understand...but he thinks i'm so wonderful and i feel dead on the inside, i think that he deserves more than me, i feel like i will bring him down. I'm new to this, first relationship, first time for feeling this ******, first time for my life to be falling through into nothing. I feel like i shoud fall asleep and wake up ad hell have forgotten about me, i think what i want to know is how do i keep this relationship without feeling guilty for my moods.