Sweetie? if you want to private message me you can click on my name and it will bring up that option and I could talk with you about disability as someone in the middle/end of the process. Please do if you are able or want to.

I can't stand the ways others behave inside but that's my right to feel that! I think you have the right to talk about your feelings here as this is a place that you seek support. For others within you I'm sure there are those that understand *you* deserve support and you're not saying horrible things........you are venting and expressing your frustration.

I might be singing a different tune if you were doing character assasignation on alters/inners/etc. Now that's uncool. It still happens thought. I do my best and sometime things go more smoothly and sometimes I walk around pretending to fit in and play a human in society but have WWIII inside.

Doesn't your pdoc have anyone doing backup while he is away?? If not then could your former T refer you to someone in this crisis time?

Please keep trying to reach out. You deserve help and you're trying so hard. I wish so much for things to ease for you Kerria.

safe hugs to bolster your hope ((((((kerria))))))