I failed not once but 2 times... I just couldnt deal with the fact that my now ex girlfriend dont wanna be together with me... I dont know what to do anymore... It feels as if I have nothing... She promised to come over on my birthday (today) and now she cant cause something came up... But thats not a big deal the last 4 i spent alone whats one more? Now i cant sleep cause all I do is think about how I failed in the relationship and what I should of done to make it work... Sometimes I just wish I wasnt here to feel the pain...