hi dolphin,

i am so sorry you are going through this right now. i know that the battle against depression and anxiety is a very difficult one. i agree with the previous post that going to the hospital does NOT mean that you have failed. and in order to get the help and support you need you need to be honest with you therapist. i know that it is very difficult to focus on the little miracle that you have growing inside of you right now because of how you are feeling at the moment. i hope that you can get the support that you need to get through this rough patch. remember that we can always get past the hurdles. i am also available by pm if you need me. best of luck to you.

agony