I can honestly say that I know where u are coming from. I've had my family tell me "let it go" and "That was the past" and the corker "You r a lier and we don't believe u". I have had my friends and family make me feel worthless. My ex-husband told me that I was "crazy" and I've been told that I should have never been born. It's hard some days to just let "it" go. I do know one thing God made us who we are. I mean He didn't cause any of the bad things that has happened to us. I mean He knew us when He was on the cross. So He knew how we would feel and what we were going to go through. He nevers gives us more than we can handle. I know it seems that even He has left us and not caring about us. But He is with us and He made us who we r because just maybe He has a better plan 4 us. Maybe we r the ones to help others that go through this and come to us in this great big plan called life. We have to remember that He is always with us and He loves us no matter what! Even when others brings us down He is there to hold us. Ihope this helps.