feel although everything has colapsed around me. went to sse new pdoc and completly lost it. dont know where l was but wasnt there and now woke up in hospital waiting to see top doc so they can decide what to do with me. dont know whats happening all l know so confused and messed up when will this ever end. never thats when theres nothing left they took it all and left this shell. cant cry anymore no more tears will come!!!!!