have this energy tonight and cant sleep Phil, thanks for keeping me company and the discussion is great!

well, if i think about it then, if i have this right, i believe in Him, and i get a special reward?

i like thinking that all things are sacred, created by a Something Very Powerful, and like you, i think thanks and graciousness and service are very important...

is there any hope for me? i feel pretty happy most days and only get depressed about the mistreatments that myself and others recieve at the hands of bullies... have you had any issues with bullies?

sorry about all the struggles you mentioned above.. if your God is like my God, you will be ok, no worries...