((((((((((((Der_Sohn_des_Leides))))))))))))
I feel concerned for you. Please stay safe. You can't see it through your pain, but there is hope.
You do not deserve the pain or disappointment ......a broken-heart is not petty.
I don't know you.... but I don't want you to disappear from this planet.
You are not alone.....keep posting and let us know how you are doing.

ktgirl