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Old Aug 28, 2008, 07:46 AM
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(((((((((((((Kiya)))))))))))) Thanks so much. Yeah, in the interim, it feels very overwhelming doesn't it. Thank you so much for thinking of me.

(((((((((((((Pegasus))))))))))))))) Thank you so much. I appreciate you.

((((((((((((((((((((kd))))))))))))))))))))) Thank you so much. It's amazing to me to see the caring here. Having grown up in an extremely uncaring environment, I often feel that I do not deserve and am not allowed to have people care about me. When I sense people starting to, oftentimes it scares me so much that I back completely away in protection because so much past experience says that if they are being nice, there's a reason and it's generally bad.

Being here at PC has helped me so much. It's taken me several years, but I've been able to start to understand that people can care about me and that when people are nice, it's not for an ulterior motive.

I am so very thankful for each and every person here. PC has given me a safe environment to be able to reach out and still keep myself safe.

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