I'm going to see a new therapist next week....Another female , but I don 't think I will have the "infatuation" problem with this one....

I've fallen back into a deep depressive hole again ....sleeping all time...irritable...crying...

I have to do something...My psychiatrist didnt want to increase any of meds until I can work out some of the depressive feelings with a new therapist...

I know one thing....I'm not going to sit on the couch this time and stare out into space....I'm going for broke and explaining every detail from start to finish....

then again maybe I won't....oh well

"just keep swimming"...."just keep swimming"