Grrr...I"m so stupid. It turns out I have thearpy today not yesterday. I didn't figure that out until I sat in the building waiting for about 15 minutes and then looked at my appointment card and saw it was on the 28th not the 27th. I felt so silly, her office is in this historical building that was the city hall in the early 1900's so all the offices are connected by this big sitting area that has historical pictures and stuff and the chirophraticer that is across from her kept staring at me and then when I finally figured out today was the 27th I felt so silly sitting outside her office for so long. Now I'm all nevervous that I"m making a mistake again or that she just won't be there without warning and I'm going to look silly again and if she isnt' there I'm going to be deeply hurt but I know she will be there because that's what my appointment card says and I'm just freaking out and wanting to cry and hyperventilate but I can't because I have to drive through fog and watch for all the natural gas compaines truckers because they drive like idoits....and I have a math quiz today and now I'm just adding things because my mind is going a million miles an hour and keeps adding crap to the panic list....GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRR!!!!
WHY AM I LIKE THIS????? WHY??? IF I WASN'T SO ABSENT MINDED I WOULDN'T HAVAE SCREWED UP YESTERDAY AND I HONESTLY WOULDN'T BE PANICKING LIKE THIS!! I AM SO STUPID!!!!!!