Hi guys
Just been away for two weeks to the south of France. Had a few tough times but all in all it was great. I could really relax and enjoy myself for once which I'm grateful for. I hoped to come back and be a new person, stronger, and to be able to give support to you guys being my happier self. Unfortunately things haven't gone quite so well. I've hardly been back a week and I'm very depressed.
To start with I broke my toe the day after I got back (that's not a reason for my depression but I do find it typical lol). I found out today that I was unsuccessful with yet another job interview and again it's because of my physical health (I'm better now though and it's under control, I don't see what the problem is... my work wouldn't be affected in any way), also found out my rabbit may be very ill (devastated, I know it's silly but I really do love him so much and he's been one of my main sources of comfort when I'm depressed). Also I'm still having quite a bit of trouble with my boyfriend (not him directly but his family, which is really upsetting me) and I've been having very disturbing dreams again.
I know all that isn't that bad, but I just feel like I've come back home to hell again... I don't think I'd cope if things went back to the way they were.
Sorry.

Molly