Im sorry angel. You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to . When and if your ready, I will be here.
I don't think my hubby fully understood the intensity of my fear. But I tell you, he got an ear full after we went back to the hotel room. LOL.
I have a gun phobia as well. When I was`17 there was an incident with my ex hubby and a gun. I this day, I hate guns, the thought, the sight and to even talk about them is painful.
You take your time and work through this at your own pace. Like I said, when your ready to talk about it, I am here for you.
When you decide to sleep, please remember to have SWEET DREAMS of hunky lucious rooms full of Brad Pitt, Jude Law, Ben Affleck and any other man that peeks your interest. LOL