Would you mind talking about it with me in PM or private chat (although I don't know how to set that up)? I just don't want to trigger you in any way. That's why I have not given any details on the forum, as to not trigger anybody. That's also why I asked what if any phobias you have because if you have this particular one then it would be too horrible for you to hear. This particular phobia is a very common one, I think I read tonight it is within the top 3. Are you up to it? Please feel free to say no if you are at all aprehensive. The last thing I want is for someone else to be suffering too.