this is the trouble Christina, this is the 3rd consultant i've seen becasue when you go in as an emergency you get added to their lists (whoever is on at the time)

each one said if i have to go back in hospital they will take the ovary out .... then i see a different consultant and they want to see me again in 8 weeks ..... i just give up..... even the nurses are saying they're fed up with working for different consultants who keep coming and going, the one i saw this time is not liked by many patients or staff (the nurse who was talking to me last night told me this but said she shouldn't be telling me)

I'm still in pain tonight after sleeping all day (morphine still in system) so i'm taking codein and paracetomol .... i'm scared stiff of going back in there becasue of the way i was treated .... i'm a nervous wreck right now ..... it's prolly all in my head, the nurses are wonderful and doing thier job, but i asked one for pain relief and she told me to ask the night staff

i can't explain how it was ... my head is very mixed up and emotional right now.

jin