Do you take medication for your problem? Do you see a therapist or psychiatrist? It may be that a change in your medication could be needed or maybe you may need a medication to stabilize your moods, it is just a thought. Explain to your boyfriend exactly what you feel, this may help him to help you which in turn will help your relationship. Welcome to the forum, you'll find a lot great people here that are very helpful and are just downright nice to chat with. Keep in touch
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