Fixing myself up and going out and having fun, I sit and think is it worth it? It ends and I feel like I always feel except worse. Sometimes I get so disgusted in myself that I don't even look in the mirror for days. What can i do? My sister hates me because I look like she wants to look. So I just don't care. i just want to die!
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WHATEVER HAPPENED IN THE PAST AND HOW HURT WE WERE, WE ARE ALWAYS AND FOREVER STRONGER THAN WE KNOW. WE'VE OVERCOME A GREAT DEAL AND SOMETIMES DON'T EVEN SEE IT. BUT WE HAVE. NO MATTER WHAT, REMEMBER ALWAYS , YOU MATTER!