(((((depressme)))))

hi there, my day kinda sucked, but that is nothing new lately i am used to it, i didn't dream last night, cause i am sleeping about as much as you are, maybe slightly less, right now i feel fairly decent physically, which is a big improvement over how i have been feeling so that is a good thing. i plan to spend my long weekend sleeping, if i can do it, otherwise i will probably clean my house obsessively. my favorite book is actually a series of books about the Dragon Riders of Pern, by Anne MacAffrey because they are just the perfect mix of romance, and science fantasy that i can totally get lost in that world and not think about my own. and i absolutly hate sushi.

i am glad you are enjoying this manic episode, kinda wish i could get a good one going right now, but please see your doc before you crash. you do matter to me. and i know that no matter how good if feels right now, it won't last and you will need the support before it ends.

i am going to try to lay down and go to sleep now. have you ever tried meditating? it might help you to ease down so that you can get some good rest. just a thought.

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