((((ginnie))))
All those things I said in chat the other night I felt to be true at the time. I felt really good then. I don't know why either, not sure what happened today except t (which didn't seem that bad...and then?)
Do we spend our time just riding whichever way the current takes us.. with no control? That's how I feel.

Thanks for being a friend, sorry I'm not helpful right now, but I do care.