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Does your boyfriend know how much you want and need help right now? Asking him for help in finding a T and taking you to your first appt would be a good idea. You can do that you know, it doesn't make you weak.

If you can't talk out loud, that's okay too. It takes time to speak things out loud that have happened to us, stuff that is a part of who we are, for better or for worse. You could always write it out in the beginning, to "introduce" yourself, even by posting here, ok?