((((((((((((((((((((((((((((jinnyann)))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry that you went thruogh such a scary experience. I can understand that you may feel strange about your reactions but it is not unusual and the nurse was probably telling you the truth when she said she understood. They also understand the fear and the feelings of abandonment. I just am so sorry that you had to experience it. I hope you are feeling better now and the pain is subsiding.

BB