(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((KanyaxRose)))))))))))))))) I am sorry that you are struggling so much. You are no failure though; please try and remember that when your mind goes to telling you differently.

Sometimes things get too hard to cope with and we revert back to old skills. I hope you can find some help that you can work together to find some healthier coping skills.

Please try and stay safe. And please try to give your body the fuel it needs to function well.

BB