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Thanks, everyone. I'm still really struggling to get by. I got more mixed messages from this girl today. She says she's still interested in me, but has difficulty opening up to me about it. I don't know what to think. She and I are a great match, and I don't want to throw her away. We've been friends for a long time, and I want to take it to the next level.
I'm just very confused, and unsure what to do or expect. I've never been in a relationship before, nor has anyone ever told me they're attracted to me, so my feelings are pretty darn invested in this. I don't know what to do. I can't eat or sleep; I can't focus or motivate myself. I can't take this. Love is one thing my life has consistently gipped me on, and I can't bear to be gipped this time. I've invested so much of myself.
What to do?
J
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"One by one, as they march, our comrades vanish from our sight, seized by the silent orders of omnipotent death. Very brief is the time in which we can help them, in which their happiness or misery is decided. Be it ours to shed sunshine on their path, to lighten their sorrows by the balm of sympathy, to give them the pure joy of a never-tiring affection, to stregthen failing courage, to instill faith in hours of despair."
-Bertrand Russell
With love and hope,
<~/J\~>
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