((((((((((Mouse))))))))))

dear mouse, I hear you....I understand what you're saying. It does seem like a lie and that feels bad.

Is it possible she meant it in a way you aren't thinking of? Like maybe she is worried about you and concerned about you, and she is missing the connection with you and being able to make sure you're doing ok? - but she is getting through that?

Or maybe she was just trying to show her solidarity with you....she is still on your side even though she isn't with you like usual.

I don't know....just trying to give you other ways to think of it. I definitely understand where you're coming from. I'm sorry that she said that and it is upsetting.