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im just a good for nothing person right now, I can not even resist the urges to not cut.....yes i cut and i did it several times last night-trying to get all my pain out right now...i failed i always fail- do not respond i don't deserve a response right now....saw T, i think he is about to throw his hands up with it all- more meds coming my way.
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Since you ask, most days I cannot remember.
I walk in my clothing, unmarked by that voyage.
Then the almost unnameable lust returns.
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