well here i am going on one of my downs again. i am to blame because i decided to wean myself off my med. which i know isn't such a great idea. i was on a high and decided "hey i can do this without any meds". well of course here comes the low. i always do this to myself. i am going to call my pdoc to get my med back and start seeing him again. i think thats my best option. thanks for listening.

-agony