Low self-esteem

Depression
Crying for no reason

Severe Anxiety
Strange fantasies
Panic Attacks
Fear of social situations
I suspect maybe obsessive compulsive.

Eating more than I should lately.
Spending more time on the internet I should.

Hearing things that aren't there
Paranoia
Hearing Voices

Hi, you can have psychotic features with depression. Eating and internet to excess are escape tactics (addictions).

The low self-esteem probably caused the depression and anxiety (tell your dad thanks for that).

I think that you need to seek help because this stuff is fixable. What would be your mom's reaction to that?