vrba, I hope you are right, I hope the movement problems go away for me too. Yes, the blunting of our creativeness is a high price to pay for the "sanity" that the meds give us. Even when my ability to be creative is blunted, I still have a burning, inner need to be creative. I mean, yes, my desire to be creative is gone, I have no energy for it, but my mind still knows I need it. I always feel like something is missing when I am not painting--like I am not complete. I hope you can find a balance with your meds so you can once again be creative...don't settle for anything less. Hey, thanks for reading my blog...I often wonder if anybody, other than me, actually reads it.