My therapist told me that they won't tell anyone unless it gets serious. And yeah, to an extenct, I was surprised that she pointed out I was homicidal... But, with the thoughts that go through my head and the feelings I experience from time to time, I feel like a psycopath and even homicidal... But luckily, I find ways to distract myself. But that doesn't solve the problem...

Glad to see you're progressing! Anious everyday isn't anything to laugh at, I know from experience. Hope you keep getting better, even if it sounds like a clichéd message.