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it just feels like failure to me right now-im sure the hospital is tried of me too- i just want to beat the %#@&#! out myself right now for being like this, i have to be in control and when im in the hospital-they have control and then all the meds make me lose my thoughts and i just want out of it all- im done im so done with me right now
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Since you ask, most days I cannot remember.
I walk in my clothing, unmarked by that voyage.
Then the almost unnameable lust returns.
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http://purplebutterfly.psychcentral.net/
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