Thanks everyone for the support you give. It really makes me feel better most of the time. I have no idea if anyone has noticed that I have not logged on a lot this week, but I'm thinking there is a reason for that. First, I have been a bit busy, but I've actually been a bit happier this week.

I've been seeing my therapist for about 3 weeks now. I think we are starting to make a little progress, but I know we still have a long way to go before I really start to see the results.

Also, I don't know if I really mentioned this, but I've also gotten involved with volunteering for an animal rescue group. It's mainly cats and dogs, but we have a shelter and do adoption days out in the community. I've been going to the shelter once a week for about a month now to help clean out the cat cages and to play with the cats. I also get extremely excited if one of the cats has gotten adopted or at least got a foster home because socialization is super important. I don't know, it just feels good to be helping these animals.

And finally, I got a volunteer position helping out at the Independent Film Week in NYC. It's a closed event to the public, and lots of filmmakers, industry executives, and other people involved in the industry attend. So, I'm excited to be helping out for a couple of days at this event.

So, that's what I'm up to lately. I still like coming here, but I haven't found it as necessary lately, but you never know what could happen. I'm just glad that I'm not in my black mood anymore, which is absolutely not good.