(((((((((((((((((( earthmama ))))))))))))))

It must be a really strange feeling to have some recollection but not all, to feel as though something happened but not quite sure it happened or even if the memory is correct.....I have only one instance in my life to draw on that is similar in nature to the feelings you may be having. Even then, I don't know if what I feel is even close to what you are feeling.

I think it's normal to feel confused when parts are doing their work and making you semi aware of what is going on. I reckon it to putting a puzzle together and not quite having all the pieces of that puzzle in front of you. I can well imagine how you feel off-kilter in that way.

I do hope that things will begin to clear up for you soon. I wish I could help you more than just saying, I think I understand. All I can say is to hold tight and have patience ( I know, easier said than done). Things will come together when they are supposed to, when you are ready for them to do so.

I wish you well!


sabby