((Mouse))

</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
kids but my psyche is alone and I can't make it feel not alone.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">

I so get this. I feel the same. As I go through each day, functioning, seeing H, taking care of kids, teaching, etc. I still feel alone. It is such a paradoxical experience, and frankly, exhausting. I don't know about you but I can't take much more of it.