Okay, so everyone who rolled their eyes and said "Yeah, sure, THAT will work!" when I said I was going to deal with T's being away by telling myself she is only away the one hour I would normally see her....

You can say "I told you so" now.

Isn't working. Seems the only thing that works is totally not thinking about her, because if I do think of her I miss her too much. So I keep feeling farther and farther away from her because I keep pushing her out of my mind.
How will we ever reconnect!?
How will I make it til Thursday!!!
What if I blow the session by being mad that she was away?
I pout really really well...