Ok, so I'm 31 physically, and 10 mentally.

I'm done being the grownup everyone expects me to be.
i just wanna be the kid that i am.
if people cant accept that, then so be it.
why should i hurt all the time, and sit here crying cause people wanna be mean to me, just cause i'm difrent?

so, i like to play with toys, and run in the rain. so what if i hang out in my undies, as long as its ok? (and it is, since live in nudist camp)
i like being called sweetie, and honey, and kiddo.
i like snuggling and cuddling.
i like being a kid, and i dont care anymore if people think i'm a freak. cause to me, the people who think that, are the freaks, cause they dont car about a little kid's feelings.

PS: Thanks Muffy, for helping me realize this.