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Originally Posted by ECHOES
Isn't working. Seems the only thing that works is totally not thinking about her, because if I do think of her I miss her too much. So I keep feeling farther and farther away from her because I keep pushing her out of my mind.
How will we ever reconnect!?
How will I make it til Thursday!!!
What if I blow the session by being mad that she was away?
I pout really really well...
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(((((Echoes))))))
Yeah, it hurts a lot and too much. I wish I could fix this for you or offer my sage advice but unfortunately, I have been in the same boat. Maybe we can bail water together? I'll pass you the bucket.
Before T's vacation, he said I needed to allow myself to miss him but when I do that it hurts too much. So, I think we just have to accept that the return will be difficult too. But...we can look forward to a deeper understanding of ourselves? Yeah right.
I do, however, recommend a phone call prior to first session back. That conversation yesterday is getting me through until I see him tomorrow.
