I have had a hard weekend. I had a horriable flashback on saturday or friday i cant remember..I cant sleep very well....I have gotten custody of my 17 yo nephew. I feel like I am drained. I dont normally get this way. Im depleted and I need to cry and I cant....I have therapy tomarrow but who knows. My relationship with my T's are being triggered by some posts of this sight and I just cant do this very well. I need support from here and I just cant figure it out.