OMG I cannot believe tomorrow is the day I see him after 3 weeks.

It has been too long. The separation hurt so much and I felt as though I let him down by not always being able to employ those things that we discussed as possible tools for self care.

I cannot wait to see him. I wish I had a four hour session instead of 45 minutes.

The irony here is that I will feel awkward and mute. It is always difficult for me to reconnect and his office will look strange and I will probably be 5 minutes late because I will be extremely nervous when I am getting ready to leave and won't be able to get out the door.

So what do you guys think I should wear? A gown?