(((((((freewill))))))

I hear your pain.
Let it out. You don't need to hold it inside anymore.

I hope you are safe, and caring for yourself. Definitely let T know how he can care for you better. The cell phone would make me jump too! You *do* deserve to have 45 minutes and a whole lot more.

I want to say more...I don't know you that well, but I feel your pain and I care.

Please be safe.