(((((((((((earthmama)))))))))) I hope you are feeling some better now. I can relate to having things go hazy or nonexistent sometimes.

When things started happening here with people, it really triggered me and I started to get some flooding memories and flashbacks. A little while later, they disappeared and I was left with knowing I had them, but not having any of the content. The stuff that was going on in my life is what made the floodgates of memory come back, but because my brain was not able to handle the content, the information was pushed back behind the wall for me.

Because of it though, I was able to keep functioning. While I was going through all of that, my functioning was pretty limited. When it got pulled behind the wall again, all I had left was the knowledge that something had come through but I couldn't for the life of me remember what it was.

Our brains are amazing in the way they protect us, even now as adults. As I become more aware of things, I'm thankful my brain is able to figure out what to do during these times.

I hope things have calmed down for you now and you are feeling more present. It can be hard when we are in a state of not there and not quite here. Take gentle care.
:Heart::Heart::Heart: