I've not been dealing with some things in the right way recently. When things go bad, I outwardly behave like I know I need to but on the inside, I'm a champ at repressing my feelings... still.

I've been triggered by some relationships and told myself it was okay. Obviously it wasn't because I was triggered again yesterday and my PTSD got the best of me. I over reacted to a few people on the board as well as in chat. I'm truly sorry for my behavior. I hope that those of you whom I offended can forgive me. I definitely missed the mark yesterday.

I will be redoubling my efforts to change this behavior.