((((((((((((((((((((Kewkky)))))))))))))) I, too, have hatred at the world for what it seems the same reasons as you, others, don't seem to be able to relate to me, to get me, to understand me, and they seem to have less problems, than I do......how, sad.......you seem to have anger TURNED INWARD, instead of outwardly yelling, cursing, mocking, you seem to want to make these people realize just what they put you through, a more, planned out, anger, than outbursts...just as unhealthy, though....you know how you think of being, in the hospital? I've been in and you're right- the nurses take wonderful care of you and after being there I felt truly healed!! The hospital is a true, real option to consider...if it gets too much this life...People always tell me, when it seems others don't have problems, that the opposite is true, they do, you and I just don't know, what they are........I care about you, Kewkky, please write more, and feel free to PM me, too...((((Kewkky)))