Well, I'm going to try and help you out... Hope I DO help out somehow:

The "thin" girls are everywhere so they attract the attention of the majority of the people by making them think:
Males = "Wow, they're BEAUTIFUL. Look at this and that and that! If I had a woman like that..." etc etc.
Females = "Look at that body, that shape! If I had a body like that, and be as rich as her, I would..." etc etc.
SO! In conclusion, it's a manipulative advertising tactic that attracts the reader, no matter the gender, with false ideas of what the "norm" in reality is. The sad thing is, the vast majority of people actually are compelled to watch the pictures, or read what they're about, when they see beautiful women (in men's eyes), or perfect bodies (in women's eyes). Same thing could go for beautiful men, except the reasons are inverted, and that some of the straight men wouldn't really look at it for fear of being looked upon as a homosexual.

I've had sleep problems for a while too, and they last weeks, then they go into recession for about 2 weeks - 1 month. I haven't had hallucinations yet while awake/trying to sleep, but with my short-term memory problems, it's hard for me to even remember what song I just listened to 10 minutes ago in my iPod, or what it sounded like. I've been whole days obsessing about stuff that is irrelevant, anxious about things that have easy answers (which I can't seem to find), angry at those little things that would normally not even bother a person... I'm not saying I know your exact feelings, but I can at least view a fraction of what your daily torment is.

Just hang in there, you're in the middle of a manic/hypomanic episode! Things will get better, even if you don't believe me! Do the same as me and keep a journal of everything you feel for 2 weeks - 1 month, and read it every once in a while so you can remember what you were thinking and feeling back then, so you know that there is an end to your suffering! You might even find something you didn't realize you were doing, and it might help you upgrade your life quality...!

Learn to fight, my friend, and hang in there...